In my past life...

Your Results:You were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern Romania, approximately in the year 1850.Your profession was: philosopher, thinker.A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, waited till that life to be liberated. Sometimes environment considered you strange.A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is:It always seemed to you, that you perceptions of the world are somewhat different. Your lesson -- to trust your intuition as your best guide in present life.do you remember?This sounds hauntingly right...

WTF?!

My skools computers websensed www.gothicchicago.com !!! You know how us goths are a bunch of columbine satanists...fuckers....

Something To Believe In...

Well I came out as being Poison even though I would most likely come out as Motley Crue, Cinderella or White Lion, but they weren't on the list...Which 1980's Hair Band Are You?

Stuff

1. What time is it: 10:06 P.M.3. Nickname: Jander4. Parents names: Pam and Ric5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake:Well I didn't exactly have a birthday cake but it would of been 186. Date that you regularly blow them out? January 7th.7. Pets: Cat, had a bunny up till about a month ago :(8. Eye color: bluish green/cateyes ;b9. Hair color: brown10. Piercing: ears, but many more too come (I also WANT to pierce)11. How much do you love your job? what job?12. Best gift you've received: friends13. Hometown: Oak Lawn, IL. (right out of Chicago)14. If you could live anywhere else, where would it be? I love Chicago but I guess either Romania, Germany or Iceland15. Been in love? yes.16. Been to Africa? no.17. Been toilet papering? no.18. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? If you know me personally then you already know the answers yes.19. Chinese food or Mexican: mexican (taquitos mmmmmm...)20. Got any tattoos? This saturday im getting my first tattoo!!! I'm getting the Shroud logo done!!! 21. Sprite or 7 UP: I hate pop.22. Favorite Movie: Either Lost Boys, Interview (Vampire duh!), or Legend. But when it comes to older classics would either be the original silent film Nosferatu or Wizard of Oz23. Favorite Holiday: Samhain24. Favorite day of the week: saturday.25. Favorite word or phrase: nice boots wanna fuck? actually I dont think I actually have one....26. Favorite Toothpaste: Uh whatever kind of toothpaste we have lol27. Favorite Restaurant: Polish restraunts28. Favorite Flower: I'm your typical romantic, roses.29. Favorite Drink: Juice30. Favorite Sport to watch: Skating, bike, snowboard, and hooligan football (aka soccer Oi!)31. Favorite ice cream: strawberry32. Favorite sesame street person: Take a guess lol (likes to count ;b)33. Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: Ugh! Fuck fast food corporate chains and their crap called "food"35. What color is your bedroom carpet?: Sadly an ugly pink but thats because I live in a three flat apartment with obviously past tenants with BAD taste.36. How many times did you fail your permit or drivers test? never completed drivers ed road test37. Who is the last person you got e-mail from before this? I didn't get this from an email im just really bored.38. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? I don't have a credit card and don't want one either.39. What do you do most often when you are bored?: Computer, reading and sleeping.40. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest: That I know personally? Jackie41. Most annoying thing?: Lot's of stuff....43. Who will respond the quickest? uh. have no clue? im taking it if this was an email....44. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? - n/a45. Favorite all-time TV show: simpsons 46. Last person you went out to dinner with? Jackie47. Last Movie you saw in theaters: Don't remember maybe The Others??48. Favorite Music: Music lol but I guess the favored is Goth/Industrial, Punk, and Metal49. What CD is in your player right this second: A goth/industrial comp. (Unquiet Grave)50. What is your deepest fear? Lonliness51.What is going through your head right now? everything and anything. Also what/where Jackies at.52. Ever dreamed about being a slug? no but some people probably think I am one...53.Have you done anything completely crazy? depends what you call "crazy".54.What is your favorite song of all time? The Shroud's "And Then..."55. Most annyoing song? Most new skool rap/hip hop or Limp Bizkit songs. Theirs a lot of annoying music out there (just turn on MTV)56.Are u getting bored? I already am....

Death Punx

The Which AFI Member Are You? test was Made by R!zZo

It's never worth the pain that you feel...

A song that's been played a lot the past few days:I awoke on impactUnder surveillance from the camera eyeSearching high and lowThe criminal mind found at the scene of the crimeHandcuffed and blind, I didn't do itShe said she loved meI guess I never knewBut do we ever, ever really know?She said she'd meet me on the other sideBut I knew right then, I'd never find herI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feelNo more nightmares, I've seen them allFrom the day I was born, they've haunted my every moveEvery open hand's there to push and shoveNo time for love it doesn't matterShe made a differenceI guess she had a wayOf making every night seem bright as dayNow I walk in shadows, never see the lightShe must have lied 'cause she never said goodbyeI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveI'll just pretend she never was realI don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I see it stillI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feelNo chance for contactThere's no raison d'etreMy only hope is one day I'll forgetThe pain of knowing what can never beWith or without love it's all the same to meI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveI'll just pretend she never was realI don't believe in loveI need to forget her face, I see it stillI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feel

"Pieces Of Me...."

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Chemical Warfare!!

Found out yesterday that the reason why the blue line train that I was on had stopped was due too some dude from Wisconsin was using underground storage rooms in the subway too keep Cyanide and a bunch of tools hidden away. That's just fucked up. Two BIG things happened that day near where I was Saturday....