*Control Denied*

Which Computer Component Are you?*Bleep Bleep*

Forgive me father for I am sin....

Take The Confession Test!your confession has been heard, you are absolved of your sins.your sacrament of reconciliation is: 10 'hail mary's' and 15 'our father's'

Scooby Doo

Take The Scooby-Doo Test!

Spooky

You're Morticia Addams!Take The Addams Family Test Here!

In my past life...

Your Results:You were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern Romania, approximately in the year 1850.Your profession was: philosopher, thinker.A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, waited till that life to be liberated. Sometimes environment considered you strange.A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is:It always seemed to you, that you perceptions of the world are somewhat different. Your lesson -- to trust your intuition as your best guide in present life.do you remember?This sounds hauntingly right...

WTF?!

My skools computers websensed www.gothicchicago.com !!! You know how us goths are a bunch of columbine satanists...fuckers....

Something To Believe In...

Well I came out as being Poison even though I would most likely come out as Motley Crue, Cinderella or White Lion, but they weren't on the list...Which 1980's Hair Band Are You?

Stuff

1. What time is it: 10:06 P.M.3. Nickname: Jander4. Parents names: Pam and Ric5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake:Well I didn't exactly have a birthday cake but it would of been 186. Date that you regularly blow them out? January 7th.7. Pets: Cat, had a bunny up till about a month ago :(8. Eye color: bluish green/cateyes ;b9. Hair color: brown10. Piercing: ears, but many more too come (I also WANT to pierce)11. How much do you love your job? what job?12. Best gift you've received: friends13. Hometown: Oak Lawn, IL. (right out of Chicago)14. If you could live anywhere else, where would it be? I love Chicago but I guess either Romania, Germany or Iceland15. Been in love? yes.16. Been to Africa? no.17. Been toilet papering? no.18. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? If you know me personally then you already know the answers yes.19. Chinese food or Mexican: mexican (taquitos mmmmmm...)20. Got any tattoos? This saturday im getting my first tattoo!!! I'm getting the Shroud logo done!!! 21. Sprite or 7 UP: I hate pop.22. Favorite Movie: Either Lost Boys, Interview (Vampire duh!), or Legend. But when it comes to older classics would either be the original silent film Nosferatu or Wizard of Oz23. Favorite Holiday: Samhain24. Favorite day of the week: saturday.25. Favorite word or phrase: nice boots wanna fuck? actually I dont think I actually have one....26. Favorite Toothpaste: Uh whatever kind of toothpaste we have lol27. Favorite Restaurant: Polish restraunts28. Favorite Flower: I'm your typical romantic, roses.29. Favorite Drink: Juice30. Favorite Sport to watch: Skating, bike, snowboard, and hooligan football (aka soccer Oi!)31. Favorite ice cream: strawberry32. Favorite sesame street person: Take a guess lol (likes to count ;b)33. Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: Ugh! Fuck fast food corporate chains and their crap called "food"35. What color is your bedroom carpet?: Sadly an ugly pink but thats because I live in a three flat apartment with obviously past tenants with BAD taste.36. How many times did you fail your permit or drivers test? never completed drivers ed road test37. Who is the last person you got e-mail from before this? I didn't get this from an email im just really bored.38. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? I don't have a credit card and don't want one either.39. What do you do most often when you are bored?: Computer, reading and sleeping.40. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest: That I know personally? Jackie41. Most annoying thing?: Lot's of stuff....43. Who will respond the quickest? uh. have no clue? im taking it if this was an email....44. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? - n/a45. Favorite all-time TV show: simpsons 46. Last person you went out to dinner with? Jackie47. Last Movie you saw in theaters: Don't remember maybe The Others??48. Favorite Music: Music lol but I guess the favored is Goth/Industrial, Punk, and Metal49. What CD is in your player right this second: A goth/industrial comp. (Unquiet Grave)50. What is your deepest fear? Lonliness51.What is going through your head right now? everything and anything. Also what/where Jackies at.52. Ever dreamed about being a slug? no but some people probably think I am one...53.Have you done anything completely crazy? depends what you call "crazy".54.What is your favorite song of all time? The Shroud's "And Then..."55. Most annyoing song? Most new skool rap/hip hop or Limp Bizkit songs. Theirs a lot of annoying music out there (just turn on MTV)56.Are u getting bored? I already am....

Death Punx

The Which AFI Member Are You? test was Made by R!zZo

It's never worth the pain that you feel...

A song that's been played a lot the past few days:I awoke on impactUnder surveillance from the camera eyeSearching high and lowThe criminal mind found at the scene of the crimeHandcuffed and blind, I didn't do itShe said she loved meI guess I never knewBut do we ever, ever really know?She said she'd meet me on the other sideBut I knew right then, I'd never find herI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feelNo more nightmares, I've seen them allFrom the day I was born, they've haunted my every moveEvery open hand's there to push and shoveNo time for love it doesn't matterShe made a differenceI guess she had a wayOf making every night seem bright as dayNow I walk in shadows, never see the lightShe must have lied 'cause she never said goodbyeI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveI'll just pretend she never was realI don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I see it stillI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feelNo chance for contactThere's no raison d'etreMy only hope is one day I'll forgetThe pain of knowing what can never beWith or without love it's all the same to meI don't believe in loveI never have, I never willI don't believe in loveI'll just pretend she never was realI don't believe in loveI need to forget her face, I see it stillI don't believe in loveIt's never worth the pain that you feel

"Pieces Of Me...."

These are the 5 that matched most with me:1.Which Jewel song are you most like? Find out![Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<br [...] <center>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]These are the 5 that matched most with me:1.<center><img src="http://www.tc.umn.edu/~hans1467/foolishgames.jpg" alt="Foolish Games"><font size=1 face=verdana,ariel><BR>Which Jewel song are you most like? <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=jewel">Find out</a>!</center></font><BR2.<center><img src="http://www.tc.umn.edu/~hans1467/ywmfm.jpg" alt="meant for me"><font size=1 face=verdana,ariel><BR>Which Jewel song are you most like? <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=jewel">Find out</a>!</center></font><BR>3.<center><img src="http://www.tc.umn.edu/~hans1467/jupiter.jpg" alt="Jupiter"><font size=1 face=verdana,ariel><BR>Which Jewel song are you most like? <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=jewel">Find out</a>!</center></font><BR>4.<center><img src="http://www.tc.umn.edu/~hans1467/daddy.jpg" alt="Daddy"><font size=1 face=verdana,ariel><BR>Which Jewel song are you most like? <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=jewel">Find out</a>!</center></font><BR>5.<center><img src="http://www.tc.umn.edu/~hans1467/hands.jpg" alt="Hands"><font size=1 face=verdana,ariel><BR>Which Jewel song are you most like? <a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=jewel">Find out</a>!</center></font><BR>This is in no specific order because I believe that these are all equally apart of me....

Chemical Warfare!!

Found out yesterday that the reason why the blue line train that I was on had stopped was due too some dude from Wisconsin was using underground storage rooms in the subway too keep Cyanide and a bunch of tools hidden away. That's just fucked up. Two BIG things happened that day near where I was Saturday....

Blah!

Im gonna miss Daniel Ash this weekend!! *crys* And I heard he's going too play some Bauhaus tunes too. *wonders how well Daniel Ash could sing them instead of Peter Murphy*

My Weekend (Cont.).... Protest!!

Well the next mourn came and was woken up at 8:00 in the morning when Rich left too go get tickets (tickets went on sale at ten). He said I could crash for a few more hours until I had too leave to go to meet up with protesters at the Rock n' Roll McCrap downtown. We were protesting about the unfair treatment of the animals and exploitation of the workers and an all around Anti-Capitalist protest , handing out flyers and the such. But today was another disapointment. The weather was HORRIBLE, it started snowing and the wind was up to 60 miles per hour. So instead of the big turn out like we thought we were going to have (around a 100), there were only like 30 people that were willing too bare the cold. It also ruined our plan of walking down town from McCrap too McCrap. We also had planned on car pooling everyone and heading too the world headquarters of McCrap in Oak Brook. Some of us still decided to go. The president of the company found out about these flyers awhile ago and wanted too see one. Well we decided to go and give him a personal visit. Well when we got there oufcourse the security guard didn't let us in and lied saying that the president wasn't there. So we just left a few flyers taped up around the building and slid one under the main doors. It was so windy out that one the signs cracked and flew out of this one kids hands and almost took my head off!! Well in the end we all thought it was pretty much a waste of time seeing as the weather was bad and not a very big turn out as we were expecting. We got back too the city and found out that the guy that was driving us was a big industrial fan and was a big Skinny Puppy fan. So we talked about industrial and how that right-wing fascists have been taking ahold of the scene since late 80's (*coughs* Thomas Thorn of Electric Hellfire Club and Boyd Rice) and also about Black Metal. Anyways I was dropped off at the A-Zone, a Chicago Anarchist bookstore and picked up an album from this band Wolfpack. They are fucking hardcore crustypunk/hardcore/metal. They kick major ass! I got home finally a few hours later and found out that the train I was on had stopped for the night due too some problems on the track! I was lucky too get home when I did. I also found out that this scaffel had fallen of the Hancock building only a few blocks away from we were and killed 3 people! (due too the wind)Anyways well the WCOTC (World Church Of The Creator) an Illinois based Neo-Nazi group led by Matt Hale is holding another meeting, this time at the Chicago Public Library. So I am expecting a very big turnout too this event by Anti-Racist Action, CRAYON, SHARP/RASH,other Anarchists and locals too protest against these Racist Fascist fucks!! It's March 23rd. It's the day that I finally get my Shroud tattoo! It will be a good day, I get too destroy some Nazi Bonehead fucks in the day and get a tattoo that night. I can't wait!!!......

My weekend...

Well it was Friday afternoon and couldn't wait too get out of class too get ready for the Lydia Lunch show at the Abbey Pub here in Chicago. I got ready and was out the door by 6:00 and the show started at 7:00. I would of made on time too my friends house where we were going too leave from to go to the show, but the train on Orange line of the loop got stuck on the track for like 20 min.!! By the time I got off the the redline up on the north side and got too her house, they had left! So now I had too call up home and find out how too get there from public transportation. It was 7:30 by now and the opening group was probably still on so no big deal. I walked over too Belmont ave. and luckily a bus came within 5 min. Well there was another bus I had too get on after that one and it took atleast a half an hour for that bus too come! I got on and it took about another 20 min. too get where I needed too get off. Then I had too walk like 3 long city blocks too the pub. Right as I got there the show was letting out!! I found out that she wasn't performing with a band she was doing a spoken word. Well luckily my friends were still there and I saw them inside, so I told the guy at the door that I needed too pick them up so I could get inside and tell them what happened. Well Lydia was still talking too some people so I decided too buy an album with the money that was supposed to go towards the show. I went up too her so she could sign the cd and get a picture. I told her what happened also and she gave me a another cd for free! After that we left and went back too the apartment too eat. Since it was still early we decided to go out and walk around and go to the Alley clothing store since it was near by. My friend Jen who has a pair of goggles (you know the kind that Sneaky Bat from Goteki wears) and she let me wear them. It was an awesome night! The weather was like 60 degrees that night. Well since it was a Friday night and the weather was nice, Belmont was FULL up yuppie fucks. The streets were crowded. So I decided too take the goggles and put them on like regular goggles, around my eyes. It was funny freaking the crap out of the yuppies walking down the street like that :). After that we decided too go back too the apartment for the night. I had a camera with me that I was going too use for the show that night but ended up not using it. So Jen decided too take a few photos off me. I had plans for the next day and they both had too be up early (her and her bf)also. She had too work and her bf had too pick up Siouxsie and the Banshee tickets (which I cant afford too go to, those bastards!! :b) I couldn't wait for the next day too come......

bitch (runs away from haley)

bloodtearsiweep: Have you ever heard of Inkubus Sukkubus? bloodtearsiweep: probablyBbyBlueOK: uh YESbloodtearsiweep: well duh!BbyBlueOK: lolbloodtearsiweep: just wondering jeeze...

Insane Gothik Cowgirl

BbyBlueOK: no way!BbyBlueOK: i am all screwed up in the head!bloodtearsiweep: ?!bloodtearsiweep: I already knew that....

A1 (bikini?) Wrestlin'

bloodtearsiweep: *smothers haley in A1*BbyBlueOK: whoa. you know what makes me weak in the knees! hahahah jkbloodtearsiweep: We should have A1 wrestlin'BbyBlueOK: yeah! we have to tape it for andybloodtearsiweep: lolbloodtearsiweep: we should do it with Andy and Gopy there lolBbyBlueOK: beth and i could wrestlebloodtearsiweep: haha ill be the ref!!!

Ego

BbyBlueOK: are you going to write in it a lot? (journal)bloodtearsiweep: Whenever something interesting happensBbyBlueOK: like talking to me!

*makes haley happy*

Thank you ;) My page is ultra-cool now ;b

Test

*dito*